met keith on the train on my way to training today. then realised fanny was on the same train as us too. HAHAHA! funny shit man. anyway training was alright. shot slightly better than yesterday so that's a good sign. at least i'm improving. things are getting better afterall. (:

time to hit the books!

is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

mahjong session with s club 7 (except panty who pang sehed us for tuition) at lalee's place. FUNNNN! (: and boon baked a brownie cake for mine and lalee's very very belated birthday but it was still very very sweeeeet of her. LOVEEEEE! :D

oh and did i mention i met jiahui and nut at potong pasir mrt station? my god lah. i miss those two like crazy! :( AHHH...lots of catching up to do soon!

anyway after that was movie with the shooting guys. transformers is damn fucking cool! and megan is damn fucking hottttt! and josh duhamel is damn good looking! and i love bumblebee! WAHHHHHHH. okay i think i'm going mad but seriously, it's a damn good show. MUST WATCH! :D i want to watch again! (:

had training at night. my shots were alright i guess but i'm damn damn shagged now. been out the whole day. :/

yawns.

YESSSSS! :D

my com is finally fixed after a gruelling 50 min talk with the dell person. i was huh-ing all the way because apparently i know nothing about configurations and basically how the whole com system operates but the guy was patient, thank God. i would have slammed the phone if i were him. good service! HAHAHA. (: okay so all my song files and pictures are poof! gone and i'm rather pissed but aiyah at least my com has resurrected from the dead. (:

anyway boon and pam came over to my house to watch dvds today. LOVEEEE! :D

midyears were crazy. couldn't do chem and maths paper but econs was alright i guess. oh well. enjoy life first, worry later. (:


Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,

I'll ignite for you.

pretty pretty! :D





alright econs is calling!

back at aunt's place. HAHAHA.

Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside Heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be yeah
Where I want to be

i've been singing this song for like the 78693981542th time today.
(:

anyway, jonathan bennett's damn cute! :D


<3!

another random thought: i think hilary duff's damn pretty now. (:

alright it's econs time.
toodles!

i'm dreading training more and more. thank God it's the weekends now.
PHEW.

alright won't be blogging anytime soon because i'm leaving aunty's house and my com is still dead at home so yeah.


I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been

i love the feeling. :D

People in love get lost and foolish
People in love get everything wrong
People in love get scared and stupid
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think I’m going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

People in love get special treatment
People in love get everything wrong
People in love their hearts get eaten
People in love get everything wrong

At least they’re not lonely
At least they’re not lonely
Never Be Lonely

Baby I think im going crazy
And why should I be sane without you

They tell me to fight it
But think anybody will just try it
I'll never be the same without you

anyway i'm feeling so fucked up right now. i can't fucking shoot properly because my hand keeps shaking all the time and i'm not improving at all. nationals is in two weeks time but at this rate i'm going, i'm so fucking screwed.

and not to forget, i don't have much time left to study.

okay i've to stop putting so much pressure on myself.

SIGHHHH.

:(

in case you people have been wondering where the hell have i gone to because i haven't been blogging for a freaking long time, here's the reason why:

MY COM CRASHED! x(
DAMNIT.
LIFE SUCKS, TAKE DRUGS.
UGHHH I'M HIGHLY ANNOYED.

alright so right now i'm using my cousin's com, trying to recap everything that has happened within the last 2 weeks.

- i played badminton with dawnnie dearest. (:
- i screwed up my nusis shoot. ):
- went shopping with joyyyy. :D
- had dinner with mr ng ziwei and we watched ocean's thirteen which i didn't really like.
- lunched with melhuang and melko at vivo after church one day. (:
- mommy brought me and younger bro to some jap restaurant to eat good shit. watched shrek 3 after that. (:
- training and training and more training. ):
- i'm finally eighteen and legal. (:

well i guess i didn't really enjoy my birthday because i had to spend my day training at st pats which is like how sad lah but there are some people whom i want to thank for being so sweet. :D

1. mommy dearest for taking leave one day before my birthday to spend the day with me. (:
2. pam my love, boon, lalee, isabel, tiffany, yien, eddie, gerard, ziwei, joy, jing, dawnnie, yanting (my fellow poh. HAHAHA!), janice, silin, yueqi, hweeyi, vera, nicholas and jia for their birthday messages. (:
3. cheryl ang for sending me a birthday card all the way from canada! :D her card was so touching that i cried. i miss you babe!
4. sean for staying up til midnight to call and wish me happy birthday. :D
5. shazie for dedicating one whole blog entry to me. (:
6. my dg who called me from malaysia (cos' they are at church camp) and sang me birthday song through the phone. HAHAHA!
7. rifle guys plus keith for buying me a "little miss sunshine" shirt. (:
8. ismail who gave me a cute spongebob cup-ish thingy. (:
9. daddy for treating me pepper crabs. (:
10. my younger bro for buying me magazine because he didn't know what to give me. HAHAHA!
11. and all who remembered my birthday. :D

<3!

a conversation with my dearest cheryl ang. (:

outgrownobsession says:
ahhhhhhhhhh hahah
ehhh!!!!
got receive my sms not
what is your address ah
i think i lost it man
hx ㋡ says:
huh no?
got sms meh?
hahahhaa
ehhh why wanna write letter to me ah?
outgrownobsession says:
WHAT!
GOT NO SMS AH!
WASTE MY MONEY !!!!!!!
hx ㋡ says:
hahah
when u sms?
outgrownobsession says:
no i want to post myself overseas to your door step
hx ㋡ says:
ohhhh
outgrownobsession says:
of course send letter lahhh haha
...

outgrownobsession says:
here here paiseh my internet got alot of problem
so slow!
my goddd
haha ehhh still got shooting not
or pass on alrd
wahh eh this holiday no need to go for remedial ah!
haha
hx ㋡ says:
hahhaha
not really
nahh
shooting only july then finish
kns right
outgrownobsession says:
WAHLAO!
SO GOT MISS ME NOT
HAHAHAH WHEN YOU ARE SHOOTING
DO YOU THINK OF ME!!!
ahaha
ehh no no hot question hot question
hx ㋡ says:
of cos got la
outgrownobsession says:
so which guy now!
hahaha
hx ㋡ says:
ehhhh
outgrownobsession says:
got any guy not
ATTACHED ALRD AH!
(everytime we talk online she'll ask the same old question -.-)

hx ㋡ says:
hahaha
ya lor
maybe
oh well
ehhhh
you leh!
still afro guy ah?
outgrownobsession says:
zzzzzzz
ahaha pls
hx ㋡ says:
hahahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
what kind of taste do you think i have
hx ㋡ says:
how i know u
outgrownobsession says:
but yeah O_o
i still do
hx ㋡ says:
HAHAHHAHHAHA
outgrownobsession says:
hahahahahaha
hx ㋡ says:
wth
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA
hx ㋡ says:
serious?
outgrownobsession says:
OMG PLS SHOOT ME
OMG!
I GOT PHOTO OF HIM!
WANT TO SEE NOT!
hx ㋡ says:
yesssss!
show me!
outgrownobsession says:
HAHAHA I MISS THIS OKAY EVREYTIME WE WILL RAVE OVER MY VERY BAD TASTE HAHA
hx ㋡ says:
hahahhaa
outgrownobsession says:
okayy its abit blur
hx ㋡ says:
k nvm
can see face not
outgrownobsession says:
erm hahaha
hardly
but can see abit lah
okay he is the one in red
he looks small
must squint to see
then i got another picture
of his back
hahahahah
omg i how sad lah
take picture of his back
pls kill me
...

outgrownobsession says:
yeah
okay see
SEE
HIS HAIR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok
yessss
hahhaha
outgrownobsession says:
thats why i like him
outgrownobsession says:
see his hair!
hahahaha
SO EXCITING
outgrownobsession says:
okay wait ahh i brb im going out to rent vcd
okayy wait
hx ㋡ says:
kk
outgrownobsession says:
WAIT FOR ME HOR!
hx ㋡ says:
ok!
outgrownobsession says:
OKAY WAIT AH!
HAHAH
OKAY BYE!
...

HAHAHA.
see that's so cheryl ang.
she never fails to make me laugh with her auntyness and rubbishness each time i talk to her. (:
HURRY COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!
YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED! :D

zomg.
just watched seducing mr perfect.
daniel henney is damn HOTTT!
:DDD

i'm eating hokkien mee now and the chilli is freaking hot but damn shiokkk. (:

alright i feel a sense of randomness now so i'm just gonna blog any random shit that comes to my mind at this very instant.

dirty dancing was okay but i guess the dance wasn't naughty and dirty enough. the lead actress was rather big size compared to the actor who was scrawnny so they looked kinda mis-matched and weird together. i was so scared that the girl's too heavy for the guy to carry and that she'll fall on him or something. :/

ahh yes almost forgotten about vera. (: we spent the night eating, watching tv, laughing like mad women, talking about our lives and bitching away. haha so much for studying. wanted to mug but was too tired and lazy. anyway we watched some stephen chow's retarded movie which was showing at 1am and i was laughing my ass off because it was damn hilarious and guess what? vera hoe was snoring away. HAHAHA. funny woman man she. (: then she'll suddenly wake up and continue watching and fall asleep again. when the show ended which was around 3 plus, we decided to go to bed cos' we're damn tired but we continued talking and all. funny thing was she asked me some question and i was answering her so i talked for around 10 min and i only realised after that she was already fast asleep so i was practically talking to the air. :/ so that's vera but i love this friend of mine. :D babe sleepover at your house soon! (:

anyway,

i want to go! :(

vera's coming over to my place for sleepover later. (:

dirty dancing tonight.
must watch. (:

random rantings;

i want to shop.
i want to watch many many movies.
i want to meet up with yaoyao, dawnnie, nut and jo soon.
there are so many things i want to do this holiday but
i have to study for midyears.
i have intense training for nationals.

j2 life sucks.
i hate this life i'm living now.

and i must say i'm rather disappointed with linkin park's new album.
the songs aren't that great.

time is all i ask for
time
i just need one more day.

cj invitational shoot was a huge success!
everyone contributed in one way or another so a BEEEEEG THANK YOU to you all!
good job guys! :D
especially chitty and mothertingwei, three cheers for you two! (:
and congrats to everyone who won something. (:

managed to win team first which wasn't too bad. i mean at least there's a medal to take home. HAHAHA! came in fourth for individual so there's no trophy but that's alright. i didn't shoot my best so yeah. anyway main highlight of the day was i won a $50 bet! MUAHAHAHA! zomg. not $5 but $50 can?! that's way better than a trophy! :D melvin ho dared me to go up to the man in white and smack him on the back and say "YO BROTHER!" for $50. tempting isn't it? and yes i did it. i was freaking out but come on man, it's 50 bucks. HAHAHA. so when i did it brother paul was stunned and melvin ho and mrs chong were just standing at one corner and laughing their asses off. :/ they were like "huixin, did you see the look on brother's face? i'm sure he thinks you're one mad woman now.". shtye my reputation is tarnished but 50 bucks was worth it lah. (: at first i thought melvin ho was kidding only but he really kept his promise. wahhhh for once he wasn't being such an asshole. heh. (: and apparently according to him he wasn't so heartbroken about the loss because he managed to get a good laugh. so in conclusion it means i'm a joker. -.- BAHHHH but then again who cares? heehee.

dinner with the usuals at westmall after that. (: talked about all sorts of nonsense ranging from racist jokes to questions regarding how painful being kicked in the balls are to brazilian wax etc. and so you can see how random and retarded we people are. shazie i'm sorry for being such a racist. heh. oh treated shazie, eelin and mun to swensen's earthquake too. (: so i'm basically left with 30 bucks now for shopping! hahaha.


SHIOK! :D

huixin is a damn happy girl today. (:

uploaded peektures can be found at: http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2091489690
am i efficient or what? (:

oh and shazie, i was kidding about the birthday presents and all. (: seriously i'll be happy enough even if it's just a cake. i've never spent my birthday with like a big group of people so that will be something nice to look forward to. HAHAHA. ;) and i know i'm going to say this like the millionth time but yeah, I LOVE YOU LOTS! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING! HUGSSSSSSS! :D